I’ve been feeling pretty well the last couple of days. Visited a friend of mine who lives nearby where I’m staying yesterday, and had a good old chat. I met him while doing a Life Coaching training course last year, and he’s very aware of the power of the subconscious. His wife is currently doing an NLP training course to learn more about this kind of thing too.
I’m still finding it hard getting to sleep at night; but I haven’t had my mind spinning and have been waking up feeling OK. Gross-out warning: I noticed this morning that my mucus has turned to a yellow colour, like it does when I have an actual flu. For the last couple of years, it’s just been clear. Interesting.
I watched the session on Overcoming Subconscious Blocks today. I’ve done a lot of this kind of thing over the last couple of years; but who knows. I published my worksheet on consequences and benefits of being ill. I don’t really think this is a big deal for me. I’m still concerned about getting a new career off the ground, but I’m pretty financially independent so the obvious drawback of going back to work by getting better doesn’t really apply to me.
I’d like to find fulfilling work where I’m building up a passive income stream, and I’ve been working on doing this via the Internet. I haven’t got anything happening yet, despite working a lot on publishing my e-book. This is causing me some stress and anxiety, but I’m finding it really hard to just put completely on the back-burner for 6 months.