My ongoing recovery from CFS/ME.
Urgh. Felt truly terrible last night. Drove 3hrs back from Canberra, and felt wrecked by the time I got here. Went to bed. Woke up an hour later feeling even worse. Couldn’t get back to sleep. Watched a bit of TV, and a late movie. Finally crashed back into bed Read more…
Urgh. Spent most of the day in bed with a headache today. Did the meditations, soften and flow etc. Felt lousy. Took Nurofen and went back to bed. Played guitar a tiny bit. I head back home tomorrow. I was hoping to get into a meditation retreat that starts tomorrow, Read more…
I’ve been really wrestling with this whole six-month-commitment take-a-break don’t-work thing. I don’t want to just sit around idle; in fact, I notice my symptoms more when I’m not doing anything. I have a consulting engineering business which gives me more work than I want to do, if I ask Read more…
I feel kinda knackered today. Just woke up really tired. Been doing quite a few Stop-Stop-Stop’s; mainly over symptoms and “Is this treatment working?” I did lunch today with a girl I met on an online dating site. It was our first meeting. She turned out to be really lovely, Read more…
Got up feeling pretty well this morning. Read my email, wrote some blog postings, watched a video on internet video marketing. Played some guitar. I just watched Session 11, How to Deal with a Normal Life. I’ve posted my Happy, Healthy Life worksheet. I could relate a lot to what Read more…
Had a rough night last night emotionally. I had been chatting on MSN to a girl I dated briefly at the end of last year on MSN, and she totally slammed me about the ebook I’ve published on dating and attraction. I kept thinking “That’s your reality, not mine” at Read more…
I’ve been feeling pretty well the last couple of days. Visited a friend of mine who lives nearby where I’m staying yesterday, and had a good old chat. I met him while doing a Life Coaching training course last year, and he’s very aware of the power of the subconscious. Read more…
Call me foolish, but I went out clubbing with a couple of mates last night. Had the best night out I’d had in a long time. Got home about 2:30am and felt so excited I couldn’t get to sleep till about 5am. I think all my emotions are exaggerated with Read more…
I just posted this message on the Chronic Fatigue Treatments Forums, and thought it was too good not to repost here: Jj85 wrote: “I’ve often wondered if there’s any correlation between this disease and not believing in God.” There is a good reason that the irrational belief in God has Read more…
I’m feeling quite excited about the prospect of getting better. Woke up quite early this morning, excited about all the things I want to do when I recover. I could feel my heart racing and the adrenaline pumping as I thought about it all… which really isn’t what I want Read more…