Had real trouble getting to sleep last night. I came up with a crazy idea for a way to make lots of money on the Internet, got all excited about it and then just couldn’t get it out of my head. I think I’m having trouble with the idea of just taking a complete break from any kind of work for 6 months. It doesn’t help that people keep asking me to do things for them!
The problem with implementing my crazy idea is that if it doesn’t work, I’m going to feel bad. CFS seems to magnify all my emotions terribly. I want to be coming from a place of “let’s give this a try, it’ll be fun!” but instead I’m always thinking “I’m desperate to get something to work”.
Spent a good chunk of the day in bed either trying to sleep, or meditating. What say I have a good night’s sleep tonight with no hair-brained plans on the mind.